sad news

i sadly report that the news today doesn't look good. A sonogram shows that there is no sac and the beta level has only risen to 200. Another test will be taken in 48 hours but for now our hopes are pretty much dashed. I've read over and over how many of you have experienced the same type of pain, saddness, disappointment and mourning the loss of your little spirit after having prayed so hard for a full life, only to have a miracle and dream come true. I can't help but think of Christmas Eve Boys as I write this. We do have 4 more snowflakes left so maybe just maybe there can be a spark of life for us too. Maybe next time we'll be on our way. Best Wishes to you all.